i won’t pretend to say that we were chums or friends, but one of my school-mate (the vocalist for Riot !n Magenta) made it to the guardian’s list of music around the world. so a shout-out to local (‘indie’) music in singapore i guess. pretty cool if you ask me!
well i’m no expert in the arena of tron, but this is one that has a kind of electronic-lounge sound to it? and i guess the title reflects pretty much the digital culture we’re soaked in - which alludes to the nature of the sound itself, no? bah, enough of my babble. listen to it for yourself.
check out the song “CTRL” here
which reminds me, the great spy experiment sophomore album is long overdue!
at the annual gathering of the family over at gramp’s
aunt: what are you studying again?
me: english literature.
aunt: orh, so you want to be a teacher? or are you going to be a writer? (chuckles)
me: erm, no. not really. i’ll probably be going on for masters or something. film studies.
cousin: wah, you want to be a film director huh?! (slightly mockingly)
me: no? anyway, erm what are you studying?
cousin: business.
me: oh, so you wanna be a businessman?
an awkward silence bleeds over our shoulders.
as the annual fanfare of chinese new year draws nearer - disturbingly so - so does the awkward round of questions: mothers measure the futures of their sons and daughters against the products of other mothers, trying to ascertain if their investments were well on their way of paying off. a round of stock-taking. vicarious lives on display. possibilities traded away in the chatter.
and as the sessions of mahjong begins, so does the calculations: dreams dreamt long ago are slowly tossed into the pile, as mothers and fathers try their luck at finding the winning combination.
‘singapore’ is dreaming, and she is going gaga over the red packets. at the end of the visitations, it’s time to calculate if she has made a loss or a gain this year.
huat is it that you really want in those red packets of yours?
"
I was raised up believing, I was somehow unique
Like a snowflake distinct among snowflakes, unique in each way you can see
And now after some thinking, I’d say I’d rather be
A functioning cog in some great machinery serving something beyond me
But I don’t, I don’t know what that would be
I’d get back to you someday soon you’ll see
"
— Fleet Foxes, Helplessness Blues
"Als das Kind Kind war, war es die Zeit der folgenden Fragen:
Warum bin ich ich, und warum nicht du?
Warum bin ich hier, und warum nicht dort?
Wann begann die Zeit und wo endet der Raum?
Ist das Leben unter der Sonne nicht bloß ein Traum?"
— Wim Wenders & Peter Handke, Wings of Desire/Der Himmel über Berlin